- Makes negative "I am" statements.
- Fears new experiences and changes; lacks trust.
- Has exaggerated responses to defeats or disappointments; wants to be perfect, but sees self as far from perfect.
- Frequently boasts; exaggerates successes to cover up feelings of inadequacy.
- Eager to please; strong need for approval and constant support.
- Neglects physical appearance to an extreme degree.
- Demonstrates poor eye contact.
- Strong need for material possessions.
- Reluctant to express own ideas; lacks belief in self.
- Lacks accountability; feels hopeless.
- Lacks energy; passive; sees small task as very large and intimidating.
- Low level of self-awareness; uses lots of energy to maintain a false image.
- Excessively anxious.
- Overly sensitive to criticism, but overly critical of others.
- Psychologically isolated; lacks a supportive network.
- Has frequent psychosomatic complaints.
- Habitually puts others down.
- Focuses on the past.
- Apologizes excessively; lots of negative self-talk.
why do people always have to lie to you? why? they always say things to make you feel better but yet deep in your heart you know. it's never true.
sheryl had show-and-tell today. and she brought this picture of her and fabian wearing his white contacts. then the 2005 BBMS yearbook and the picture that Kayla drew. then infront of the whole class, she told them that i liked him.
not that i mind of that it's not true. it is. i do like him. wait strike that out. i did like him. but anyway. that's out of point forget it. i shall do what chiyee said and try to have a crush on him. jkjk. lol.
went to play bb today.
on the way there.
yuan ting and chandira were like walking behind and we were like.
oh OH oh~...
then we gave then two aiyah claps.
*clap* aiyah *clap* nevermind la.
this is what i call seriously camp sick.
really fun.. but i still suck.
i stepped on lots a people's shoes, namely sushan and sheryl.
i kop-ed peoples balls (more or less interception.).
and in doing so, knocked junjie's specs off. though i doubt he knows it was me. wait. think he doesn't even know me.
jonathonwas funny cause yesterday. (or the day before) i go ka jiao him. ka jiao him by saying. wait. i go find the conv.
wei... you buay song me ah
er.. ?
u r ?
weiting
where got buay song ?
O.o
wth u tryin to sae ?
nothing.. just asking
lol
no ar...
y ask ?
u frm 3A de ar ?
no...
not that weiting
thn ?
O.o
31
ohh
tht
no ar..
i nv buay song u ar
today u saw me lik veh weird thn i look weird bac to u lor
today?
lol
O.o
no ?
ahhh..
i mix up alot of thing lehh
=.=
i tink im drunk
i know.
you got drink ah
lol
i juz drink thn com bac home only ma
y suddenly ask i buay song u ?
dunno
bb court seems so ma
O.o
er...
got mehh ?
you know which wei ting i am right
erm...
today i saw tht one issit ?
no
lol.
thn ?
O.o
the one always with sheryl
er..
bb court
amk cc
hmm...
got alot wit sherly lehh
=.=
chmel
also
su shan also there
yuanting also there
always with them
hmm..
OHHH
i noe liao
y lehh ?
i nv buay song u ar
y lik tht sae lehh ?
dunno
bb court seems so..
lol
no la...
u guyz juz dun seem to b runnin so i veh sian
=/
but even we run also cannot be compared to you all guys wad
no la
at least mak a afford ma...
dun stick together lik glue
lol
next time lor
thn ask us play wit u all u all juz stand dere admire ar ??
=/
never mix well with you guys ma
icic
thn dun stand in the middle of the court also
lol
okay.. will do
lol
go to the otherside we throw ball to u all
okay lor..
today when we got there. yeah they came. then when we started to play. he went up to sheryl and asked. 'which one is weiting ah?'
i was like O.o wth?!?! but dun care la.
very fun cause in we kept playing match. then nice. first team.
uh.. guava team vs. apple team.
guava team.
weiting.
sheryl.
jonathon.
uh.. should be yuan ting ba or maybe chandira.
apple team.
chmel.
sushan.
junjie.
uh.. should be chandira or maybe yuan ting ba.
no idea la.. we played... and i don't really rememeber the score.. mainly cause we didn't play score.
then we rested and we played somemore.
now.
this group.
weiting.
chmel.
yuanting.
that group.
sheryl.
sushan.
leonard.
then we played. and it was quite good.
i think i nearly got whacked in the face by leonard's great catching-wanna-pass skill. Xp
funny la.
then rested and played some more.
this time.
us.
weiting.
yuanting.
chmel.
chandira.
them.
sheryl.
sushan.
leonard.
junjie.
yeah. and jonathon has faded into oblivion.
lol.
this time we played score. 9 balls.
so the score was like. 1:1, 2:1, 3:1, 4:1, 4:2, 4:3, 4:4, 4:5, 4:6, 4:7, 5:7, 5:8, 6:8, 7:8, 8:8, 9:8..
so yeah. we were leading at first. until the part where they start to increase, is the part where leonard sunddenly went. 'aye. suan fen de oh?' or something like that.
funny. then good. we won in the end. cause suddenly chandira fa hui yun dong jing shen. because of yuanting?
=]
then came home. cause everyone wanted to go home. chmel stayed i think...
oh yeah. you should have seen jonathon's expressions... real funny.
some where. *question mark-confusion*
O.o???
others. *jaw drop*
O.o
[ ]
some funnier.
=.=
and other lamer ones.
but can't be typed out.
the whole time we were laughing. why?
cause of his expressions.
lmao.
oops..
lol
K-LOVE
notsoSUNNILY and one of these days when i go berserk,
you better hope that i don't have a knife with me.